It is hard to be an outsider. It is even harder to be an homosexual outsider, and sometimes, despite being such an outsider, probably 'coz, you want (you tell yourself that you 'need') to have someone from the inside, that you don't know, to identify with. Usually you find this kind of someone in a stupid love film that was made in Hollywood. As an homosexual, you don't have this privilege, so you are bound to search for this one true film, in a pile full of cheap and vulgar productions.